well uh if you need to talk to me or whatever go to myspace::: i think im done with xanga for now. i might update every once in a while.

http://www.myspace.com/desperate_attempts_x3

later people.

Currently Listening Crimson By Alkaline Trio see related

wooo im actually updating. i know i got tagged twice but ill get around to doing that eventually. i dont feel like it right now. hmm this weekend was fun. on saturday i went to timis party and i stayed the night there. met a bunch of awesome people. and then i came home on sunday and now im sick. it sucks. blahhh. so i stayed home today and attempted to rest....and i still dont know if im going to school tomorrow. i guess ill see how im feeling in the morning. if youve tried calling my cell phone any time today i probably didnt get it becuase my phone decided to spazz out. i dont know whats wrong with it. so yea i guess just call the home phone for now, unless i get it working soon.

im really tired so i think im gonig to try and lay down.

later.

I don't get you . .
I can't forget what you've forgotten
all along
I've never been so alone


Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire


I was pretending
Your secret kiss of confidence
Was my escape
The perfect game to play...


Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away
I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play
Seven six five four and I'm all over you
Counting three two one and I'm having fun...

Your fascination
With naked walls of silk and skin
With no conditions
I needed you to notice....
That’s all I wanted

Every Girls Dream

1. Getting kissed in the pouring rain

2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall

3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world

4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs

5. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear

6. Have that moment where you just gaze into eachother's eyes

7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.

8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about

9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you

10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.

11. A guy who squeezes your hand

12. A guy that says he loves you and means it

13. A guy who is loyal

14. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.

15. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or
sexy

16. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.

17. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile

18. A guy that is the same when he is with you and when with
friends

19. A guy that tells you everything honestly

20. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his
family

21. A guy that will always let you win

22. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against

23. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your
day has been

24. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better

25. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet

26. A guy who you can hangout and have fun with

27. A guy that will just randonmly call you for no reason at all, just
because he missed you

28. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.

29. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.

30. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.

31. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a
care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.

32. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.

33. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you

34. A guy that says he cares about you and stays with you no matter what happens...

hehe that reminds me of someone